Deciding to go now in spite of not having sold my house is a tremendous release . I am no longer going to be baby-sitting bricks and mortar. I am now no longer going to sit around waiting but instead moving ahead with my plan.
Leaving the country of one's birth is life-changing. Leaving part of one's family behind is indescribably difficult. Leaving the known for the unknown, the familiar for the unfamiliar, leaving for a place where one has no history is possibly the most difficult thing I have had to do. It is perhaps even harder for those that are left behind.
However, this is also one of the most exciting times of my life. The knowledge that I am starting a different kind of life, going to do the work I love gives me an optimism that life will be good.
Now if I just could find a "packing-up house fairy" then I could give her a list of things to do ( it would be a very long list) and I could go somewhere quiet to do a drawing or two.
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| This Crinum Lily appeared in my garden over the weekend - the first bloom ever, Do you think it is a "Gooodbye" present? |
The lily has timed itself well to appear now in your garden. I think it is a sign that life goes on and there is beauty everywhere. You are very brave to make such a big change in your life. I don't know you well - but you seem to be a creative and courageous person and I am happy for you.
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